LoL ranked xperience . . .

Ok mates,

First of all, this ain't a ranked-rant post. More like how my last 3 games went yesterday-today. Basically I sold my life to finish deez nuts aka dem last placement matches.

To sum it up in a few keywords: sleep-deprived, skipping meals, almost peeing in the trash can, lying depressed in my bed for 10 hours, devilish mom nagging me worse than the devil himself & buckets of tears; sahappy tears (sad/happy :3 )

SATURDAY 31/10/15

So after working for a couple of hours, I went home in a good mood and started a ranked match. Team was nice, finally got to play my main Zyra in ranked for the first time and we won hard. So that's it. Later that evening-night I wanted to play another 1, but I knew mom would be nagging sooo much cuz it was already late (23:00 / 00:00) and we had church tomorrow :c

SUNDAY-MONDAY NIGHT 01/11/15 // 02/11/15

Around 14:00/15:00 I decided to play a ranked game. Earlier that day I prayed in church I could finish the remaining three games and at least get to Gold V, without carry or anything. I had to carry my own ass (or basically my team did, and I avoided feeding as much as possible so they coulda carry meee :3 )

But guess what, eh, the devil had a great timing. . barged into my room and demanding what I was doing. When she saw me gaming -2 days in a row while I haven't been playing as much for the couple of WEEKS- she went ballistic, hysterical and started to screaming demeaning words in my ear, that I was possessed by evil forces.. yada yada ~_~

So despites trying my best, I started to tilt. Although team sounded very nice in champ select. So when the big fat 'defeat' letters were thrown at my face, along with letting my team down along with my mom screaming in my ear in a ranked game. I cried. A lot. So I curled myself up in bed and cried ;-; bro came in my room, giving me an 'encouraging' speech or something, didn't /really/ helped that much, but oh well I appreciate his.. effort.

That's when my mad-level and hatred towards the devil started to increase. So I refused to get out my room, refused to eat dinner, refused to help do the house chores, refused to pray. Just refused to see her. Cuz I would prolly punch her in the face. Or do something else I /might/ regret later on.

10 hours laters, around 23:00 / 00:00 I remembered the words of my bro told me 'Play when mom isn't at home or find a place to play or.. play at night when she's in a deep sleep." that last one sounded like a 'ok-ish' thing to do.

I was hesitant tho, cuz I remember reading through the forums where people say 'only play when you're in a good mood" yada yada. And I was in the 'i want to kill someone' mood, so far from 'good'. And on top of that I felt numb for lying for so long and dizzy. But at the end I thought. fk this. fk everything.

I wanted to prove myself to the haters, flamers, people who think I can't do anything right. I wanted to show em that I can do it. Just because I'm only in placements doesn't mean I am super bad or something...

So I started the pc, feeling super drowsy and far from good. I have never played in a bad mood, always listened to the forum advice and moreover never played at night. So I was scared I would fk up big time.

Oh ,not to mention, my pc I'm used to play league on (been playing on it for years) decided to stop working alltogether just when I HAD 4 GAMES TO GO. UGH. WHY LIFE. WHY. I always go to church and ask for forgiveness (ok not the last one, but definitely the first one) SO WHY. had to practice for couple of weeks to get the hang of my bro's laptop. Screen light was different, smaller screen, keyboard felt different, mouse. EVERYTHING WAS DIFFERENT EXCEPT FOR THE GAME.

But ok back to the 8th game, first game I ever played at night. Besides playing in the dark I also had to make sure the laptop screenlight wasn't bright, cuz otherwise my mom could see the light from the outside and went ballistic. again. Thank god that didn't happen doe. I think I woulda jump out the window orz.

In champ select the team.. wasn't that nice. idk, i read some forum posts, some say dont play at night others say do, cuz all the kids are asleep. no rush hours yada yada. So i asked for supp obv. but the first dude suddenly asked me what he could pick for me so he wouldnt get counterpicked. I told him i dont have much champs and when it was his turn suddenly -insta-lock shyvana and started to flame me out of the blue. Ok. Well i decided not to say anything and just mute him at the start so i could focus on myself. Somehow 'nother dude defended me saying it wasnt my fault.-.

When I saw their teamcomp, I gulped and prayed for a miracle to happen if we would win this. Their comp was rek'sai, orianna, lee sin, vayne and bard. Sound pretty fkn OP to me. Ours was; shyvana, riven, jinx, morgana and cho'gath. Well, as expected they got ahead, especially lee sin, holy shit he could like 1v5 us and still escape. Though, I had to admit, my Q's were pretty on point that game, damn.

But a miracle did happen. Late game, at the deciding fight we won, 60 secs enemy timers and ta-dah. 6th victory :D

Then i was at the start screen again and thought, hmm I only need 1 more game and it's late, like 1am and i have to wake up and 5am :P But again, i thought, fk it im just gonna go for it.

I Think heavens was really on our side. At my final game we had literally a 'Jesus' on our team who was also nice, and sounded a bit high to me. lol idk. He was plat or something. But i had to top. and i suck at top. and i have never played it in a ranked game.

BUUT WE WON :D (team carry pls) Only thing i could do was not feed and just farm well till late game. later I found out my toplane enemy was a plat v ._.

Soooo when I got my results. . .

I teard up a bit. . .

GOLD 3

OMAGWAD ;-;

I-I-I

*Speechless*

I still can't believe it :O

I DID IT! I MADE IT!

THANK YOU KAMISAMA~^^

Slept 3 hours, next day at school I was basically brain dead x_x

Unicorn signing outt~